Seems she got taken advantage but yeah most of us will be in that case where we don’t know or how to manage it and the pressure taken too much where she nolonger able to think straight and becoming this self, if you feel the same I wish you please don’t go in this same path and seek help even if not directly like you can ask someone you trust if not parents. Friends. And think “someone out there loves you” and cares and yeah came to nut but instead reflected and felt an empty wound before erupts again ahahah